It feels like I've been
starting to notice
colours again
for the first time.
Those kind and dulcet tones,
however melancholy,
paired well with the sky;
a lightened blue.
Quiet and serene;
maybe this is the start of something.
And I have heard it said
that anyone can bounce back.
and if that's true,
can you ever really be sure?
As I watched the light fade,
turned tarnished and grey,
no longer reflecting.
With no recollection of the hue of yesteryear,
who's to say what's left here?
I don't know why I think
that things would work out or just happen for me.
Getting out there only sent me back home
with an emptiness thought to be long gone.
Why? Why try
when all of the worst things came true tonight?
Why try
when all of the worst things came true tonight?
Can - can I?
If I could, I would have -
If I could, I would have.
Can I?
If I could, I would have -
If I could, I would have.