For what it’s worth I feel left out
Of every social gathering that I turn down
It’s not that I want to stay home all week
It’s that if I don’t I’m afraid that I won’t I sleep
And I’ve heard your thoughts on how I should leave
And I agree, but honestly
I’m too afraid to forge my own path

And leave this damaging routine I have in my past
To chase a high that would be hard to make last
Or deal with new people that I might like less
I’m keeping up appearances for years until I can’t go back

If you don’t then I won’t
You don’t have to worry
You won’t be alone
Unless you want to be

If you don’t then I won’t
Cause I don’t know what I want
If you don’t then I won’t
I’ll stay home all night long

But if they keep pushing me away
I’m sure that I’ll leave without a trace
I swear that this is the empty promise that I’ll make. I’ll make it!
I’ll get out this, I’ll come get a drink after I quit
I’ll talk to you for hours on end about all that I’ve missed

And every opportunity I’ve had to resist
And all of the friendships I’ve failed to keep up with
I can’t take it back, but that’s not what the point is
I’m here with you now so I’m not missing out

If you don’t then I won’t
You don’t have to worry
You won’t be alone
Unless you want to be

If you don’t then I won’t
Cause I don’t know what I want
If you don’t then I won’t
I’ll stay home all night long